Balance????

Ok, so I GUESS the blog is serving its purpose seeing as I MAJORLY fell off the wagon, and preceded to get mad at every member of my family as they all asked me how I was doing.  Part of me hates that it seems like that's all they talk about, but the other part of me knows it comes from a good place and is trying to keep my accountable.

You see, I have a problem with balance - not only when I walk, but in my life in general.  I am a total extremist - its all or nothing with me!  So, I had a majorly difficult (not in a bad way) few days at work, and I was working out several times a day.  Then I crashed.  2 days at home, eating badly and watching TV.  Fortunatly I have not gained weight, but I have not lost any either.  I HAVE caught up on Lost, so there is a brightside.  My brother called on Sunday to make sure I didn't fall into the Valentine's blues - which was funny because I was back on track at that point and had not even thought about it.  Seriously, I REALLY like being alone (I know this is impossible for non-alone people to believe, but its true).  I was not sad in the slightest I did not have a "Valentine".  I get to hold my own remote.

So my brother said that he doesn't care how much I weight and if I were a "Jolly Fat person" he would be fine, except I not happy.  That, and I might get thrown off of Southwest Airlines (another reason to fly American).

Anyhow, my trainer helped me come up with a balanced work-out schedule, so hopefully I don't wear myself out there...

Work is another matter - so keep yelling at me and asking me how I'm doing.  I may not like it, but its working.